http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/ Old thoughts were right at the moment I wrote, but might not be proper in the current days, which is the main reason I set password to my old articles. Nothing happened is nothing happened. Was I the person who thought too much? Now, probably you are the person who is misleading by my call log. Sneaking is always not a good thing because you can never ever verify it frankly. Life needs physical support too not just alone or distance with invisble and unfeeled support(?). Huh, 原來我已經有一年多沒來也沒想到這裡了 上一篇竟然是12/26/07有關貓貓的 轉眼間貓貓也已經一歲半了 而且家裡從一貓變兩貓 兩貓變成三貓了 都是領養的 貓貓變成了我生活中最重要的一部分了 小子? 還是小子 跟他多了爭吵 其他還是原樣 生活說有變 卻也似乎沒變 經濟變得很糟糕 而我 卻因此變成有能力買房子 這不是很諷刺嗎? 我總認為 經濟不好 是財富重分配的開始 我呢? 因為有一份要死不活的呆板工作 所以也死不了 好? 怎麼可能 大家都不好 我怎麼好的起來 相對比較嗎? 那這種好我並不承認 希望一切順利 http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2009/03/21/408947 Sat, 21 Mar 2009 18:20:44 -0800 貓貓來到我家是１２／６．　是從她媽媽那裡領養來的，其實貓貓是 animal shelter 裡的．　因為太小，animal shelter 通常養不活，所以都會disposed．　她媽媽那天剛好在animal shelter看到一窩四隻小貓可能會被處死，　所以就把貓貓跟她的兄弟姊妹帶回家先養大，同時幫忙找領養家庭，大一點後如果沒人領養，就一定要送回　shelter，　再度等待領養．　　如果在一段時間後，沒有被人領養，因為 shelter 空間有限，不能一直養下去，就會被put in sleep (處死啦) http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/12/26/391367 Wed, 26 Dec 2007 22:51:49 -0800 很神奇的事情 通常在holiday season 我會有 holiday blue. 可是今年我沒有，　因為我有我的貓貓 １２／２５一整天在家抱貓貓．自從貓貓來了後，有時候沒打電話來，i don't care. Now, I care only about my cat. Then, I am kind of realized that men to me maybe like pets. To be needed and to be pay attention are important. haha 再怎麼說 Christmas is a very important holiday here. He didnot call is so unforgivable. I will not forgive him but haha, I just dont' care. It is all because of MeowMeow.　 Today, Little ferry talked about her and her husband. The unsecured feeling was out again. Men! I have such experiences of course. But, none of them, so far, gave me secured feeling. I have to depend myself. Is the definition of men changed? If a man can not give me secured feeling, at least, stable feeling, why should I wast my time on a man, neither young nor old men. So, why not treat men as pets. Well, no, I am wrong. I can not treat men as pets. Men more like animal, a wild animal. "you can take animal out from wild but you can not takel wild out from animal." Yes, they just like wild animal. Wild animal wants to hurt you then they hurt you without notice. Wild animal will never be stable. http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/12/26/391364 Wed, 26 Dec 2007 21:46:10 -0800 因為喜歡你 所以不能給你回應 因為喜歡你 所以不能答應你 因為喜歡你 所以不能告訴你 因為喜歡你 所以不能拒絕你 因為喜歡你 所以不能喜歡你 因為喜歡你 所以只能裝作若無其事 因為喜歡你 所以做了隨時傷心的準備 到了這裡 知道我並不是喜歡你 而是愛 (是一種愛情的愛跟親情的愛) 因為愛你 所以希望只維持朋友的關係 就是因為愛你 我只有不斷傷害自己 http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/10/03/387911 Wed, 03 Oct 2007 21:49:12 -0800 **password_protected** http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/08/06/383724 Mon, 06 Aug 2007 20:06:20 -0800 I retire my blog's titles once a while. It is time to have different thinking then old title is placed. Just like our life, something you do't want to give up then something different will not come to you. Here, I still have not moved on and, in fact, don't want to move on. But, my thoughts need to be changed for sure. The following is a old title that retired on at 18:26 PST on 4/26/2007. 宇宙的一切 就像是一個電腦遊戲 一切都已經progarm 好了． 然而，　 我卻被狠狠的背叛． 對他來說， 也許那只是在玩． 對我來說， 卻是狠狠的被背叛． 難道 這也是program的一部分???? http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/04/26/373444 Thu, 26 Apr 2007 17:22:38 -0800 **password_protected** http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/04/17/372234 Tue, 17 Apr 2007 14:42:10 -0800 **password_protected** http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/03/26/369269 Mon, 26 Mar 2007 21:38:21 -0800 **password_protected** http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/03/19/368395 Mon, 19 Mar 2007 21:31:19 -0800 **password_protected** http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/03/10/366768 Sat, 10 Mar 2007 13:10:28 -0800 小艾昨天跟我說台灣最近發生的事情.一個17歲男生跟一個31歲女人的新聞.小艾她說她看新聞就忍不住想到某人.我當然知到所謂某人是講誰. 在她跟我講完那新聞後,我說其實這是現在社會的現象,因為在以前,夫妻很少離婚也比較少大吵大鬧 (至少比較少在小孩面前),而現在社會婚姻根本"死的死逃的逃" 所以小孩子從小就沒有安全感,若是有個比較懂事成熟的女人,根本不需要去引誘小男生,小男生就會因有人treate him so nice and so warm, 自己就跳過來. 父母生氣有什麼用?應該是父母要檢討的機會比較大吧!!!!!! 如果說父母在孩子小時後就給予適當的關懷與愛心,小男生逃向大女人的機會就小很多吧! And, 不要以為男生才17歲以為他不成熟.有些男生雖然年紀小可是心理早已成熟. 我又說”我記得我剛來美國的時候, 1997年還是1998年,不是有一個老師跟一個學生的事情? (忘了那個男生到底多大 好像是小學還是.....) 那個新聞鬧的很大,老師懷了學生小孩,還因學生去坐牢,出來後,又跟那個學生在一起,好像又有小孩,然後又去坐牢,最後一次出來後,因為學生已經成年,兩個人結婚" 你說男生不懂嗎???? 不會吧! http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/03/10/366763 Sat, 10 Mar 2007 11:49:51 -0800 **password_protected** http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/02/25/364395 Sun, 25 Feb 2007 16:11:15 -0800 **password_protected** http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/02/24/364243 Sat, 24 Feb 2007 19:52:51 -0800 **password_protected** http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/02/23/364095 Fri, 23 Feb 2007 20:49:21 -0800 **password_protected** http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/02/06/361408 Tue, 06 Feb 2007 08:27:54 -0800 **password_protected** http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/01/27/360048 Sat, 27 Jan 2007 20:32:27 -0800 每次說話 看到她臉上的魚尾文 我就不禁要覺得 男小女大真的不是一個好主意 看到女的年華漸漸逝去 就越覺得 希望她幸福 可是 天下有多少個揚過呢 http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/01/17/358295 Wed, 17 Jan 2007 14:59:41 -0800 **password_protected** http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2007/01/06/356538 Sat, 06 Jan 2007 15:45:30 -0800 **password_protected** http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2006/12/30/355300 Sat, 30 Dec 2006 08:36:46 -0800 **password_protected** http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/sioux12/2006/12/27/354869 Wed, 27 Dec 2006 14:02:52 -0800