我和我的慾望城市
2009-04-30T22:30:52-0700
每個人的心中都有屬於自己的慾望城市, 而在這城市中發生的故事都是深刻的.
Yam
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? + ?= L.O.V.E. --4 The End
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知道這一天終就會來, 卻沒預料是這麼早. 而這一刻, 我, 不能再躲了..... 你用一種優雅的姿態, 緩緩的走向我.... 知道這一天終就會來, ...
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Single Apartment
<div><em>知道這一天終就會來, 卻沒預料是這麼早. </em><div><em>而這一刻, 我, 不能再躲了..... </em></div></div><br/><div>你用一種優雅的姿態, 緩緩的走向我.... </div><div>知道這一天終就會來, 卻沒預料是這麼早. </div><div>整個晚上, 你沒有離開過那個角落, 就在等待我的靠近; 我沒離開過我的位子, 就怕撞見你.</div><div>而這一刻, 我, 不能再躲了..... </div><div> </div><div>你誰都不管, 緊緊地抱著我不放, 親吻著我, 說著你愛我.... </div><div>我認為那一切都是虛幻, 直到我看進了你的眼神.....</div><div> </div><div>兩個禮拜候後, 我為自己找到了答案: 你的消失, 她的存在, 劃上了等號!</div><div>其實, 我才是那個意外..... </div><div>雖然, 我不懂, 那個晚上她也在場, 而你....我....; 可是, 有關你的事, 已經無所謂了.</div><div>我不否認我傷心, 然而, 糾纏我幾個月的問號, 總算落下, 這一次, 我真的可以讓你走了. </div><div> </div><div>那是我特別為你生日訂做的STARBUCKSCARD, 收到時, 你已不在了! </div><div>上面印著: "roger+sandra=L.O.V.E. nov. 10, 08"</div><div>就這麼巧, 你就早我一天生! 真是難得....</div>
tag:post:hercafe.yam.com,2009-04-30:410208
? + ? = L.O.V.E. --3
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You know, it's life. Shit happens, like....couple months ago. Before I started using this card, I knew I would get questioned about what shows on it: your name, my name, and more. That was ...
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Single Apartment
<div><em>You know, it's life. Shit happens, like....couple months ago.</em></div><br/><div>Before I started using this card, I knew I would get questioned about what shows on it: your name, my name, and more. </div><div>That was a custom made card for your birthday, but I never had a chance to give it to you cuz we were over before that date came. </div><div><strong></strong></div><div><strong><em>"Ooooh! That is so sweet!" or "Ooooh! That is so cute!"</em> </strong></div><div>Most reactions to the card from the cashiers are like that.... </div><div>And most of time, I was just standing there, smiling and wishing no more next question, because they would feel bad for bringing it up. </div><div><strong></strong></div><div><strong><em>"Who gave you this card?" or "Is this your boy friend?"</em> </strong>(Alright, here we go....)</div><div><em>"No, it was a gift for my ex, and we broke up before his birthday."</em> or <em>"Used to be."</em> </div><div>I feel bad for them when they feel sorry for me, and I even have to comfort them by giving them a big " oh don't be sorry. I am totally fine" smile. </div><div></div><div>Honestly, I am surprisingly fine; but it may still be hard for me to give a big smile sometimes cuz I woke up so early that day, or I had hang over from last night, or my phone just got stolen. </div><div>You know, it's life. Shit happens, like....couple months ago.</div>
tag:post:hercafe.yam.com,2009-04-30:410207
? + ? = L.O.V.E. --2
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等待一段連你都不確定的感情, 連老天爺都擔保不了的緣份. 你的臉, 漸漸地模糊在我的腦海裡; 有你的記憶, 也漸漸地退色; 很快地, ...
bling1890
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sweety530@hotmail.com
Single Apartment
等待一段連你都不確定的感情, 連老天爺都擔保不了的緣份.<br/><div>你的臉, 漸漸地模糊在我的腦海裡; 有你的記憶, 也漸漸地退色; 很快地, 當你的名字被提起時, 我會一時反應不過來的問: "啊? 誰?"</div><div>五個月, 不算長; 可是, 我卻給不起! </div><div>我就是這樣, 從不認為等待會有好結果. 更何況是, 等待一段連你都不確定的感情, 連老天爺都擔保不了的緣份. </div><div>忘了我吧! 我也會忘了你的.....</div>
tag:post:hercafe.yam.com,2009-04-30:410206
? + ? = L.O.V.E. --1
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在我身後 , 是一陣陣迫不及待的跑步聲 , 往我的方向加速靠近 ..... 在我身後 , 是一陣陣迫不及待的跑步聲 , 往我的方向加速靠近 ...
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sweety530@hotmail.com
Single Apartment
<div><p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt; VERTICAL-ALIGN: top"><font size="3"><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">在我身後</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">是一陣陣迫不及待的跑步聲</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">往我的方向加速靠近</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">.....</span> </font></p></div><br/><div><p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt; VERTICAL-ALIGN: top"><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">在我身後</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">是一陣陣迫不及待的跑步聲</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">往我的方向加速靠近</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">.....</span> </p><p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt; VERTICAL-ALIGN: top"><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">才正要轉身回頭看是誰的同時</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">我已被你緊緊的擁在懷裡</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">! </span></p><p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt; VERTICAL-ALIGN: top"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">Ed Hardy </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">的大帽沿</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">擋住了我的尷尬</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">避開了你的眼神</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">我問</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">: "</span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">什麼事</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">你這麼開心</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">? "</span> </p><p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt; VERTICAL-ALIGN: top"><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">"</span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">因為見到你啊</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">!" </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">你說</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">. </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">我不禁抬起頭</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">卻撞見你那再燦爛不過的笑容</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">....</span> </p><p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt; VERTICAL-ALIGN: top"><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">毫不遲疑</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">你背起我的行李袋</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">關上我的車門</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">牽著我的左手</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">領我</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">緩緩的向前走</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">....</span> </p><p style="margin:0in 0in 0pt; VERTICAL-ALIGN: top"><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">我們</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">就好像沒有分開過</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">; </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">你的心不曾掙扎過</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">; </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">我的淚從未滾燙過</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">. </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">所有的不愉快</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">, </span><span lang="ZH-TW" style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: SimSun">似乎就熔化在你緊握著我手的那瞬間</span><span style="FONT-SIZE: 9pt; COLOR: #444444; FONT-FAMILY: Verdana">! </span></p></div>
tag:post:hercafe.yam.com,2008-06-8:398260
我們說
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我們都穿著有保護色的迷彩裝, 在這片愛情叢林裡忙著閃躲任何一個我們自己覺得危險的危險 我和你是那麼堅強且脆弱. 愛情上是這麼地小心翼翼, ...
bling1890
http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/bling1890/
sweety530@hotmail.com
Single Apartment
<em>我們都穿著有保護色的迷彩裝, 在這片愛情叢林裡忙著閃躲任何一個我們自己覺得危險的危險</em><br/><div>我和你是那麼堅強且脆弱. 愛情上是這麼地小心翼翼, 深怕一頭栽進去, 就永不復生! 卻又不怕死地試了一次又一次. </div><div>為了不受傷, 我們都穿著有保護色的迷彩裝, 在這片愛情叢林裡忙著閃躲任何一個我們自己覺得危險的危險, 而忘了用赤裸裸的真心, 享受愛與被愛的箇中樂趣!</div><div>我們說不再為任何人改變; 我們說不再輕信任何話; 我們說不再付出那麼多; 我們說日子很忙, 無法常相聚; 我們說害怕承諾, 還不想穩定; 我們說會要結婚, 但不是現在; 我們說無所謂, 如果有天你離開....</div><div>我們沒說的是...其實, 我已愛上你, 我想好好愛你, 請你也好好愛我, 好嗎?</div>
tag:post:hercafe.yam.com,2007-11-3:389461
離開L.A.
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我們沒有到 "沒有你我會活不了" 或是 "你會為了我而改變" 那般的情誼. 但是, 沒有你, 很多事情都會不一樣; 我也會不一樣.... ...
bling1890
http://hercafe.yam.com/blog/bling1890/
sweety530@hotmail.com
Single Apartment - Mike
<div><em>我們沒有到 "沒有你我會活不了" 或是 "你會為了我而改變" 那般的情誼. 但是, 沒有你, 很多事情都會不一樣; 我也會不一樣....</em></div><br/><div>偶然, 收到遠方寄來的明信片, 是你在亞洲旅行時寫給我的. </div><div>你潦草的字跡, 讓我讀了兩次才懂! 但你渴望離開L.A.的心情, 我卻能輕鬆了解. </div><div>一直以來, 你都想到別的城市去闖一闖; 不管是想唸書還是換工作, 或是調整心情, 離開L.A.成了你常掛在嘴邊的事. </div><div>紐約, 舊金山, 芝加哥, 香港, 台灣, 日本, 新加坡....</div><div> </div><div>我剛搬來L.A.時, 就遇見了你. 這兩年多來, 你從未吝嗇過對我的支持, 照顧, 關心, 和保護! 我們雖不常見面, 有你在倒成了種習慣.</div><div>慾望城市一集中, 演到Mr. Big厭倦了紐約的生活搬到加州前, 捨不得的Carrie形容他是克萊斯勒大樓 - 紐約的地標. 而沒有了這棟大樓, 紐約就不再是紐約. </div><div> </div><div>手上還握著你的明信片, 兩眼透過紗門望著前方, 心頭翻起的一股酸, 讓我激動地想對你說: "Without you, my life in LA doesn't make any sense."</div><div>我們沒有到 "沒有你我會活不了" 或是 "你會為了我而改變" 那般的情誼. 但是, 沒有你, 很多事情都會不一樣; 我也會不一樣....</div><div> </div><div>那晚, 和你聊了 一下近況. 我說, 如果你搬走, 對我來說會是個很大的不同; 你說, 不論你身在何方, 我永遠都可以依靠你! </div><div>那一句我想對你說的話呢?</div><div>曾幾何時, 它失去了力量, 鍵盤上我竟敲不出那番情緒... </div><div>對話視窗裡, 我留下: "當然! 我們是永遠的朋友嘛!" 我想, 有些東西還是留給自己就好了! </div>