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Have been really busy lately studying and finishng up the school year. Lots of exams, my piano performance recital, a big concert that I am accompanying for, juggling my love life, etc........ so things have been hectic! I haven't had any time to update my diary and to reply to all everyone. I apologize. My summer vacation starts in one more week and I already made plans for a great vaction to relieve some stress. I will be flying to Japan for 1 week, then on to Taiwan for about 3 weeks, and then to Bali for 1 week. That will be my summer vacation!! So, I probably won't be on very often in the next 2 months. BUT whenI get back, I will have lots of pictures to post!! I want to back pack through southern Taiwan, and Hua lien, and maybe go to Orchid Island and Pun Hu Island. Leaving next week! Take Care eveyone and have a great summer!!!

In many ways America is definitley more open about sexual issues. It is not that American's are hornier than Asian people, it is just that Americans can talk more freely about it with humor and not get too embarrassed or uptight! One example is the new hand signal that young people use these days. It instead of the middle finger to say "fuck you" there is now "the shocker." People use it on TV, in year books, and in random photos because most of the mainstream media do not know what it means yet. So unlike the middle finger, it is not something bad yet. BUT see if you think it is worse!!! Best part is that many girls actually enjoy this type of sexual practice, not just for the guys!! If you are really good with the SHOCKER, besides the first two fingers for the vagina, the pinky for the anus, you can also use the thumb on the clitoris to make a girl feel really good!!! That is called the "triple threat" shocker!!!

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It is strange, Chinese men want their wives to be virgins, but they want their lovers to be experienced sluts. Ususally men get the most pleasure from sex with experienced women. Women also have more pleasure with expereinced men. So if sex is such an important part of marraige why do men still want their wives to have as little expereince as possible? Hahaha..... Logically speaking, since SEX is ssssooo important to men (most women should know that mens little head is more dominant than their big head) Men should marry women who have lots of sexual experience. Sexual experinces should be one of the top qualties that men look for in wives. Just as women look at mens, income, and personality as qualties for marriage. Men should rate sexual experience as one of the top qualities in a woman. Sexual expereince should be higher on the list than pretty face, because from expereince and talking to others, it seems that men would fuck anything. Many men with BEAUTIFUL wives still fuck the UGLIEST sluts.......why? Because those sluts are experienced professionals in the art of SEX!!! They know how to make a man feel goood!! hahaha! Sometimes it is really sad because once men marry the virgin bride, some will still go out and look for hookers and sluts to have sex with..... So men be TRUE to yourselves and stop making women want to be virgins and let them be free to love. Start marrying women with experience and stop asking your wives to be virgins or as innocent as they can be. You know you want her to be good in bed, so she needs to practice first with other men!! This advice could save your marriage in the future and stop you from cheating on your innocent virgin bride with a slut!!!

It is almost summer time so many girls are getting ready to wear their thongs and bikinis to showcase their HOT bodies at the beach or the pool. Of course men being the horny dogs that they are will look, and fantasize, and wish, that some of those hot girls will leave their numbers or go out with them.

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The next morning, after breakfast in bed, we headed out to the world famous Monterey Bay Aquarium. It was nice and I love animals, but the best part of the day was having lunch at a restaurant over looking the ocean. From our table we had binnoculars to let us look at the Sea lions, dolphins, and whales that were swimming and playing outside in the marine reserve. Since I scuba dive and travel regularly, I have pretty much seen most of the things in the aquarium in REAL life. I will write about my trip to the island of Palau next time.

After spending a romantic night in Monterey, my husband and I continued driving to San Francisco along PCH. The scenery was still very beautiful, but after 6 hours of beautiful beaches and green hills, you get tired of it!! I guess that goes with some marriages too. No matter how HOT your husband or wife is (Hugh Grant & Elizabeth Hurley, Brad Pitt & Jennifer Aniston) you will get tired of that person after awhile. It is sad, but I guess, people need new stimulation or else you will get bored easily with life and with marriage. that is why taking short vacations is a good way to bring the excitment back into a relationship!

Along the way to San Francisco, we went through a rockslide, a road block, and my husband got a speeing ticket from a police. But after getting to San Francisco it was all worth it beacuse it is so beautiful. SF really do have more culture then LA and awesome shopping too! More of an East Coast feeling. After a couple of nights in SF, we headed back home on the faster freeway that goes through the mountains and do not have the beautiful scenery as PCH. Oh well...... it was worth the trip!

Forgot to mention.........along the way, we pulled over to this deserted beach where there was no one around for miles and made MAD love with each other. We were actually naked running around on the beach for about an hour before we left. It was a very liberating experience to be able to walk around naked in public (even though there was no one around.) Can't include any pictures of that!! hahahah

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I am finally starting to get the hang of using this Yam blog, at least I can post pictures and stuff........

Continuing my roadtrip story, Hearst Castle was our first stop, it was about 4 hours away from LA. After Hearst Castle, it was the city of Monterey Bay. Monterey Bay is a romantic little town next to the ocean. It is famous for its Aquarium, which is one of the best in the world. The small town is filled with little shops, restaurants, and bars, all next to the ocean. The hotel that we stayed is called the Spindrift Inn. All the rooms had fireplaces, and canopies over the bed. It is a perfect place for a romantic night with a lover........sitting next to the fireplace at night, drinking wine, making love on the balcony overlooking the ocean!!! In the bathroom, all the producst are by Aveda and even have bubble bath!! There is a restaurant there called Bubba Gump Shrimp Company. It is the famous restarant that was in Tom Hank's Forest Gump movie. The food was excellent. Our room was in the corner so we were facing the ocean and the exciting street down below, were all the street musicians were playing. The hotel also had free breakfast in bed on a silver tray. We ate ours on the balcony over looking the ocean in the morning. Check out the pictures!! (continue)

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It has been awhile, I guess I should start writing a new dairy page instead of posting old ones. This new yam is so complicated to use that I don't feel like writing in it....... Oh well. Last weekend, my husband and I took a road trip in San Francisco. It is about 7 hours away from Los Angeles by car. There are two roads there, one is faster than the other. We took the slow route because it goes along the Califronia coast. It is called the Pacific Coast Highway (PCH). It is probably one of the most beautiful roads and scenery on the West coast of America. PCH is a small two lane highway that runs along the beach. When you are driving, the ocean is next to you with white sand dune beaches on one side and Redwood forest on the other side. Parts of it is also in the mountains over looking the ocean down below. The water is crystal clear, but very cold. You can also see sea lions, dolphins, and even whales swimming by if you are careful. Our first stop was Hearst Castle. It is a castle built by a very very rich man on a hill over looking the ocean. Words cannot describe how much money and labor was put into building this place. It is a castle in the middle of nothing!! Just grass fields and the ocean. A town had to be built just to supply the castle on the hill with food, servents, and supplies, all for the entertainment of 1 rich man!! The power of money...... (continue) (閱讀全文)

My previous post led me to think about something very disgusting that I am sure many women who cheat do not talk about. What does it feel like when you have sex with your lover and your husband on the same day? Does your husband feel different when he is making love with you? Can he feel that another man was inside his wife? I never think about those questions because it will make me feel really dirty inside.... When my husband make love with me, he never wears a condom because I am using birth contrl pills. I didnt tell my lover that I am using birth control, so he will becareful and wear a condom. It is the just a little thing that I can do for my husband. My lover wears a condom MOST of the time so my husband is safe from any diseases. But notice I said "MOST" of the time. There are still times that my lover forgets or when it is my safe time, he will beg to cum inside of me. I know it makes no sense because if he has a disease I will still give to my husband. But it also does not make any sense to have a lover and still love your husband. It also does not make any sense to know that it is wrong to cheat, but still do it. Many things in this world does not make any sense, especially a womens heart.

Some of my Asian friends who only had sex with Asian men and not white men ask me if there was a difference? Hahaha.......well.... There is a little I think, but more to do with the persoanlity than the color of his skin. SIZE: Many people joke that Asian men have smaller penis and white have medium, and black have the biggest!! But it is not that simple. It is because Asian men are usually smaller boned and shorter than white or black men. Shorter = smaller penis. I have dated ABCs that are taller and bigger boned than some white men, and their penis size is also bigger. Besides bigger does not equal better. TECHNIQUE: Men are horny bastards. They watch porn on the internet and video all the time. And they try to have as much sex with as many girls as they can. SO white men and chinese men all learn from this. Both color know all the different positions and styles to make a girl and themselves feel good. It is only if they want to try or not. I had sex with white men who only do it the normal style and Asian boyfriend that want me upside down, backward, triple flip position!! hahaha! So both white and asian men know what to do, it is only if they want to do it or not. SPEED: From my experience, Asian men tend to be more gentle and will start slow and afarid to hurt the girl. White men are more competitive and athletic so they think faster and harder = feel better for women!! Well, for me that is not always the case. It is exciting to feel like you are riding a wild horse, but sometimes you just want to relax and take it slow. This is just up to personal preference. Most important thing for women to consider is to COMMUNICATE. Tell your lover what you want!!! Do not be shy. If you want your pussy licked...TELL HIM. If he does not want to do it, FIND someone who will be very happy to do it for you!!! If you want him to lift you up in the air and spin you around...hahaha...just SAY IT!! Many girls are too quiet and shy to DEMAND their man to give them pleasure. It is a womans right to have an orgasm too!!! For me, I am never "quiet." I am definitely a screamer in bed

Many times I would make a list, on one side will be my husband and on the other side, my lover. I will write down (in my mind) all the things I love about my husband and compare with all the things i love about my lover. The truth is, my husband always wins. He is nice, gentle, smart, responsible, understanding, blah, blah, blah... BUT my lover has 3 most important things that make it hard for me to chose..... 1)My lover makes me HOT. 2)My lover makes me feel like a young girl in love again. 3)My lover takes away the lonliness in my heart. So the final score: Husband 20 points vs. Lover 3 points..... BUT the winner is LOVER!!!