One side love
Just like a silly child. Being crazy and stupid in an one side love relationship.
Just telling somebody that I felt so sweet and relaxed. And then found out that I am the only one who feel sweet in the relationship. SO STUPID.
You dont like chatting with me anymore... you wont reply my message anymore. Not because you are busy. then why? I dont know and I dont wanna guess. I wanna share my life with you after our hard time (you said it's a hard time for you too.), but you jsut simply tell me that you wanna enjoy a TV program. What's a happy family life.
I guess i come up with the answer why you suddenly found me back last night. Not because of your "great love" in your mouth, but the action from your body only. Sadly, I am still a sex toy to you.
Stupid Renee....you blamed yourself for so many times...you had been fool for so many times.....but you still dont wanna wake up....You still wanna prove "HE LOVES ME!" but the fact is: HE DOES NOT! then what can you do? jsut forget it! If you cant help yourself, who can?
盲目的戀愛瘋子就是我.......
Wanna put my acttention on my work.....dont wanna think about him anymore. If you dont wanna reply...then I dont need to send. If you dont wanna chat...I dont need to chat. If you dont wanna meet, then jsut goodbye. You said I am tiding you so tightly which make you feel hard....then I guess it's better for me to set you free. SOOOOOOOOO FREEEEEEE.
Went to TVB today for recording. Many TV stars passed by and the one who made me feel so excited was Miss Tam~ hehe ~ Not because I like her...jsut because I always saw her from the childens' program which made me think of the past time.
I got a TVB buddy from the director as a souvanior~ SUPER CUTE!! It's being hang on my bag now~hoho~ ^^~
Meeting the new TMOSA~ um.... a little bit disappointed....I dont have any specail feeling towards anyone of them. Or I should say...none of them is my favour.....
After 17/7~ all my functions in TMOSA will be finsihed. THANK GOD! However......where is the next chairperson???? Please come out.............. I need you!!!
Still not getting used to my new hair style..... ah.... look like a 28-year-old lady..... or even worse..... wanna cry again >.<
Many design works....but havent finsihed most of them~ hoho~ sorry that I am too lazy and not in the mood recently~ I will catch up soon~ I hope~hoho~
I've got so many things in my life~ but why I cant put all or most of my attention on them? Always wanna be tough, strong and mature......even many people told me that I am tough, strong and mature...... but I know the real Renee is not like that...she is just a little girl who wanna play around and doesnt wanna take any responsibility.
Seems like I lost my motivation....I need some inspiration....... otherwsie I will be lazy again~ and waste the time~~~ find something that you think which is meaningful and interesting to do la! Hope I can be lighted up in this way~ hoho~! ^^
