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我真的很討厭我現在的老闆娘，真的！！
什麼事都不會做，又懶又少根筋，記性又差，常常捅一堆簍子都是我們在幫她收拾還愛擺老闆娘架子。
喵的，什麼叫我哪會做waitress的工作？什麼叫我怎麼能代Karen阿姨的班？
那妳之前休假出去玩的時候是誰在代妳的班做妳的工作啊？好笑！
雖然Karen阿姨做的事是比妳做的多「那麼一點」，但差別也只在份量而已
憑我的英文比妳們好，憑我在這家店的資歷比任何人久，最好是我做不了Karen阿姨的工作？
妳以為妳是誰啊？出錢合資當老闆的是妳老公和阿太，妳只是掛名的合夥人之一，妳真以為妳是老闆？
大家不是服妳，是看妳老公的份上okay？什麼都搞不清楚狀況，跩屁啊！
整家店缺什麼要訂什麼甚至要不要關門休息，妳老公和阿太都還問我的意見，妳算什麼？
跟我擺架子？自以為很行？那妳先把整家店的菜單跟價格都背起來啊！
都做了快兩年還搞不清楚我們炒飯裡有放哪些菜？禮拜四的午餐例湯又是什麼湯？
虧妳每天做中午我是今年才開始兼午餐的shift，我都比妳還熟，最好是我不懂怎麼做？
不爽客人把我當成唯一的店經理嫉妒客人跟我比較要好比較熟悉，那妳就做得比我好啊！
不要只會拿頭銜來壓我！什麼都問我，客人自己有眼睛會看會分出妳和我的差距好嗎！
沒有實力就少說話，整天吃吃吃還要求這個要求那個，妳自己不會去煮啊？
喵的已經白目得讓人很討厭了，妳還要怎樣逼我？哪天當著所有員工面前嗆死妳嗎？
我年紀最小又怎樣？我不到19歲就在這家店做事了，我除了不進廚房炒菜洗碗盤我哪樣不會？
喵的上週末忙到翻掉是誰在旁邊幫忙顧好整家店？妳現在不到一個禮拜就忘記了是嗎？
還是妳真以為那些客人都是看妳的面子留下來的啊？要不要哪一天直接來比較？
我敢肯定，我真的要搶妳的工作的話，妳的小費拿不到我的1/2！
喵的愈想愈火，只會在人家背後ggyy八卦一堆，妳有種直接在我面前說我哪點不夠好啊？
偏偏妳老公每次罵的都是妳，因為每次做錯事搞得一團亂的人都是妳，妳都不知道要檢討嗎？
妳知不知道要不是看在阿太的份上我去年就想辭職不幹了！整天幫個笨蛋做事很累很煩ㄟ！
Kenny早在妳上班的第一天就叫妳少來煩我了，「因為我懂得比妳多又做得比妳好」，這些都是妳老公說過的！
妳真以為憑妳的英文還有妳那種做事態度跟那種爛記性妳做個兩年就能頂我的位？
很好，我會記住妳說的話，以後妳也別想找我幫妳代班或加班了！喵的！
There is a family who comes to my restaurant for
lunch every Sunday. They are all very nice and friendly, especially the
baby girl, who is always fun and cute. My bosses, co-workers, and I
have been seeing them since she was only one month old, and now she's
already eighteen months old. Everything has been great and joyful until
today.
Well, we had thought today might be another happy day before it
came. My female boss and I both bought gifts for the lovely baby girl.
The family also bought us a box of expensive and delicious chocolate,
and the box was packed so nicely. Almost nobody from the restaurant
could tell that something happened to the family (Only I noticed the
baby's mom wasn't happy, but I thought she was just tired or something
so I didn't ask.), but they told us what had happened when they were
leaving. One of the family member has been missing since Tuesday nite.
I......felt the worst thing which could have happened immediately when
I heard their words. I felt sorry about how I felt, but all of us and
the family also worried about the same thing. I was very quiet because
I still remembered how I upseted the man when the last time he came to
my restaurant with his family. He liked me a lot, always wanted to hug
me and talked to me. But I was sick and busy two weeks ago, so I was
impatient to him that Sunday. I couldn't ever forget about his sad
face, and I've been feeling so sorry since that day. I was hoping if I
could ever talk to him again.
Around 4 p.m. the baby's mom called, and I was the one who picked her call. She said, "Purple, it's me Dawn. They...they found my brother, and he's dead...(crying)"
I felt that my heart was going to stop jumpping. I didn't know what to
say...I only could tell her was sorry...I felt crying when I heard her
crying on phone. The feeling was really bad for me.
Life can be so weak that we can never imagine.
力宏的歌，早上在乾弟家看到那支ＭＴＶ的時候，整個人被撼到，安靜下來，就那樣一直盯著畫面看著歌詞感受那旋律。回到家後立刻用eMule下載這首歌。
反覆地播放，一遍又一遍，至少已經聽了十五次，眼淚要掉不掉。
我很難過，很難過。
但我甚至不知道我是該為了什麼而如此心煩。
被拒絕的人不是我，可我卻為了他的眼神而感到心痛。
我無法勉強，也不能假裝，我更給不了他所想要的；我註定傷害他。
他失望，他難過，他惱羞成怒；他說他不知道為什麼，但他感覺快要瘋掉。
我整個人快哭出來，卻什麼話都說不出來，在他告訴我他只要我後。
我覺得好煩，好煩好煩。
我寂寞，我孤獨，我好累。
我也想要有個人在身邊陪伴我。
可是我不要隨便一個人來填補我的空虛。
我好矛盾，我堅持著我的脆弱。
我快要撐不住我的堅強。
Can You Feel My World......
我剛辛苦強忍睡意打好的日記在按了發表後就消失了是怎樣？
真的很爛ㄟ！！！
我真的很討厭我現在的老闆娘，真的！！
什麼事都不會做，又懶又少根筋，記性又差，常常捅一堆簍子都是我們在幫她收拾還愛擺老闆娘架子。
喵的，什麼叫我哪會做waitress的工作？什麼叫我怎麼能代Karen阿姨的班？
那妳之前休假出去玩的時候是誰在代妳的班做妳的工作啊？好笑！
雖然Karen阿姨做的事是比妳做的多「那麼一點」，但差別也只在份量而已
憑我的英文比妳們好，憑我在這家店的資歷比任何人久，最好是我做不了Karen阿姨的工作？
妳以為妳是誰啊？出錢合資當老闆的是妳老公和阿太，妳只是掛名的合夥人之一，妳真以為妳是老闆？
大家不是服妳，是看妳老公的份上okay？什麼都搞不清楚狀況，跩屁啊！
整家店缺什麼要訂什麼甚至要不要關門休息，妳老公和阿太都還問我的意見，妳算什麼？
跟我擺架子？自以為很行？那妳先把整家店的菜單跟價格都背起來啊！
都做了快兩年還搞不清楚我們炒飯裡有放哪些菜？禮拜四的午餐例湯又是什麼湯？
虧妳每天做中午我是今年才開始兼午餐的shift，我都比妳還熟，最好是我不懂怎麼做？
不爽客人把我當成唯一的店經理嫉妒客人跟我比較要好比較熟悉，那妳就做得比我好啊！
不要只會拿頭銜來壓我！什麼都問我，客人自己有眼睛會看會分出妳和我的差距好嗎！
沒有實力就少說話，整天吃吃吃還要求這個要求那個，妳自己不會去煮啊？
喵的已經白目得讓人很討厭了，妳還要怎樣逼我？哪天當著所有員工面前嗆死妳嗎？
我年紀最小又怎樣？我不到19歲就在這家店做事了，我除了不進廚房炒菜洗碗盤我哪樣不會？
喵的上週末忙到翻掉是誰在旁邊幫忙顧好整家店？妳現在不到一個禮拜就忘記了是嗎？
還是妳真以為那些客人都是看妳的面子留下來的啊？要不要哪一天直接來比較？
我敢肯定，我真的要搶妳的工作的話，妳的小費拿不到我的1/2！
喵的愈想愈火，只會在人家背後ggyy八卦一堆，妳有種直接在我面前說我哪點不夠好啊？
偏偏妳老公每次罵的都是妳，因為每次做錯事搞得一團亂的人都是妳，妳都不知道要檢討嗎？
妳知不知道要不是看在阿太的份上我去年就想辭職不幹了！整天幫個笨蛋做事很累很煩ㄟ！
Kenny早在妳上班的第一天就叫妳少來煩我了，「因為我懂得比妳多又做得比妳好」，這些都是妳老公說過的！
妳真以為憑妳的英文還有妳那種做事態度跟那種爛記性妳做個兩年就能頂我的位？
很好，我會記住妳說的話，以後妳也別想找我幫妳代班或加班了！喵的！
There is a family who comes to my restaurant for
lunch every Sunday. They are all very nice and friendly, especially the
baby girl, who is always fun and cute. My bosses, co-workers, and I
have been seeing them since she was only one month old, and now she's
already eighteen months old. Everything has been great and joyful until
today.
Well, we had thought today might be another happy day before it
came. My female boss and I both bought gifts for the lovely baby girl.
The family also bought us a box of expensive and delicious chocolate,
and the box was packed so nicely. Almost nobody from the restaurant
could tell that something happened to the family (Only I noticed the
baby's mom wasn't happy, but I thought she was just tired or something
so I didn't ask.), but they told us what had happened when they were
leaving. One of the family member has been missing since Tuesday nite.
I......felt the worst thing which could have happened immediately when
I heard their words. I felt sorry about how I felt, but all of us and
the family also worried about the same thing. I was very quiet because
I still remembered how I upseted the man when the last time he came to
my restaurant with his family. He liked me a lot, always wanted to hug
me and talked to me. But I was sick and busy two weeks ago, so I was
impatient to him that Sunday. I couldn't ever forget about his sad
face, and I've been feeling so sorry since that day. I was hoping if I
could ever talk to him again.
Around 4 p.m. the baby's mom called, and I was the one who picked her call. She said, "Purple, it's me Dawn. They...they found my brother, and he's dead...(crying)"
I felt that my heart was going to stop jumpping. I didn't know what to
say...I only could tell her was sorry...I felt crying when I heard her
crying on phone. The feeling was really bad for me.
Life can be so weak that we can never imagine.
力宏的歌，早上在乾弟家看到那支ＭＴＶ的時候，整個人被撼到，安靜下來，就那樣一直盯著畫面看著歌詞感受那旋律。回到家後立刻用eMule下載這首歌。
反覆地播放，一遍又一遍，至少已經聽了十五次，眼淚要掉不掉。
我很難過，很難過。
但我甚至不知道我是該為了什麼而如此心煩。
被拒絕的人不是我，可我卻為了他的眼神而感到心痛。
我無法勉強，也不能假裝，我更給不了他所想要的；我註定傷害他。
他失望，他難過，他惱羞成怒；他說他不知道為什麼，但他感覺快要瘋掉。
我整個人快哭出來，卻什麼話都說不出來，在他告訴我他只要我後。
我覺得好煩，好煩好煩。
我寂寞，我孤獨，我好累。
我也想要有個人在身邊陪伴我。
可是我不要隨便一個人來填補我的空虛。
我好矛盾，我堅持著我的脆弱。
我快要撐不住我的堅強。
Can You Feel My World......
收到了自己從台灣寄回美國的包裹，十多本書，還有幾本台灣才買得到的可愛信紙。有種難以形容的滿足，發自心裡的喜悅。（不過好笑的是我忘記我之前到底寄了幾份包裹，也忘記我回美後已經收到幾份包裹說......=.=|||）
天氣很熱，早上就已經攝氏三十四度以上，下午出門上班的時候往往都破四十度，這樣的日子已經好一段時間了，什麼時候才能買到車子脫離可怕的夏陽呢？
懶，停不了懶洋洋的感覺，回來美國後便投入工作，沒上班的時間就是懶散不想動的。有關生日的心情文也一直懶得打字發上來，呵呵。
單純難得勤勞，碎嘴一下。我該準備出門上班了，祝大家都有美好的weekend。
