愛麗斯夢遊

I'm sure you will do better and better in time.



And thank you for the pictures. I liked the one where the group were together 

because

everybody smiled on that picture. You all look so beautiful there when you 

smile.



How come that all brunettes on these pictures have shiny hair as they were 

using hair

gel or something. If I were a woman I'd probably envy you but as a man...I 

think I'm

quite good looking even without them :P

Still, beautiful dark shiny hair you have there that's for sure



I think I can relate to what you've told about beating feelings out of 

you...but you got it

a bit wrong...feelings won't come out of you get beaten-up, they come out if 

you beat-

up somebody or something :P

I probably shouldn't joke about it but as somebody who's also been through a 

lot of

stress and very familiar with it I think I'm entitled to see some humor in it...



Do you know why country folks don't have as much stress as city people though 

they

have a hard life? because there are some types of jobs in country that work as 

stress

reliever. like chopping firewood with axe (ooh, I like this one- you can hit 

the log with

an axe as hard as you can and with all the anger you've got) and when you look 

at all

these firewoods you've done for winter you feel good that you've got so much 

work

done and you're bad feelings are gone.

Or beating dust out of carpet... I don't like this job...boring and dirty :P 

there's usually a

special club (beating rod) for it but I've sometimes used fists :P like the 

carpet were a

boxing sack. that doesn't mean that i always do that or often do that...since I 

hate the

job I do it as seldom as possible :P

but it works too as a stress reliever.



When me and mum were still studying and were not cristians yet, mum had a job as

cattle tender. have you heard someone calling somebody "stupid cow!"

Well that's because cow's are stupid. and sometimes it was needed to separate a 

cow

from others and put it apart from others or drive them all into other section 

of the

barn...and if the cows didin't want to go..they didn't go.

so you yelled at them threw things at them get mad at them and used the most 

vulgar

language from the bottom of your heart just to get those stupid cows to 

move....maan

there were crazy times back then.

That was actually quite a problem for mum and me how to learn not to swear or 

using

bad words.

Now of course it's different...when you as a JW say something bad your concious 

say

you've done wrong...and that of course does not relieve anything.

I don't even know why I brought this up...it's just a reminder of my 

childhood...



ok I have to get to work now



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Vallo